Thursday, May 01, 2008

was in a really crappy mood just now. feel much better i guess.

army saps a hell lot out of you and if i dont learn how to think and how to compose myself and think in these situations. it ll probably stay as my achilles heel for as long as i live.

and i realised today that there are two sides of me. the winner and the loser. like sounds lame.

but wad i mean is. the winner feels like the wise, the witty, the full of confidence, able to handle adversity, composed, determined, never say die attitude, constantly inspired! the loser, the timid, the impulsive, the muddling and bungling, the lack of mental capacity, the emo, the beaten down. right now, i m like going through an overwhelming dose of the latter. and i feel like i m stuck and sinking. i wanna break through...

and ironman is pretty good too! not highly but recommended!

|cowpoo| 11:19 PM|

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